The end

Oh dear oh dear... I'm a fail in keeping blogs and journals... OTL

I should use this blog more as a inspiration blog, but I'm so lazy xD
But I'm going to do my best to put more on here in 2011!
Time is going so fast... it scares me!

Happy holidays everyone~
And I wish you all an amazing, magical, glittery and sparkling 2011!

I also finally updated my photography blog...
http://blackroosje.blogspot.com/
I'm thinking of useing tumblr for that.. does anyone knows if that will work better for me?

Thank you all for reading this <3

Darkest Dreaming

Stay tonight

We’ll watch the full moon rising
Hold on tight
The sky is breaking

I don’t ever want to be alone
With all my darkest dreaming
Hold me close
The sky is breaking

I don’t ever want to be alone
With all my darkest dreaming
Hold me close
The sky is breaking

David Sylvian - Darkest Dreaming

Internetless D:

Oh dear, I haven't wrote here in a while and many things happened, but I don't have internet in my new room yet... what really sucks >_<

My new study started and it's exciting and fun!
I only got 1 full week with classes and I actually can't really tell much about it yet xD

Hmm... I should go work at my homework... >3>
Going to write more next week!

HOPE

This is totally how I feel right now...

hope that I can make it as it comes.
hope that I can make it like the other ones.
hope, I'm getting used to what I see.
hope, I'm getting used and get in touch with what I feel.
hope and wait to undergo,
I just didn't want to know.
hope, that I will never break and fade.
hope, to show my face again
and get in touch with all of them.
hope, that I will make it everyday...
oh everyday...
I hope, that I can take away
a little piece of yesterday.
hope, that I will never break away.
hope to show my face again
and get in touch with you again.
hope, that I wil make it everyday...
oh everyday...
everyday...
oh everyday...

everyday...


Slut - Hope

P A R I S

I'm back from Paris where I visited Céleste for almost a week!
It was alot of fun and great to be able to see more from Paris.

Sometimes I really miss to have such a big city in my country. (Amsterdam is nothing in compare with Paris xD )

The weather was actually pretty good. We had rain in the beginning of the week (but not that much) and then it became 30C, but it wasn't that horribly hot.

Ate alot of yummy food and did random things 8D

Here are some photos. (click on them to see them bigger)
I have more photo's but I'm very tired atm...





















Taken from Arc de triomphe, wich was really beautiful but climbing up those stairs with 30C was hell xD

Dance until we die

This song is so amazing... and well the band is even more amazing! 8D
The first time I heard this song... it gave me tears in my eyes

Life!.. we all be livin'in a lie makin'
Money for the man 'till the day that we die
Mind-controlled by democracy. But you're still
A fuckin' slave to the royalty. You can't buy
Peace of mind in a fuckin'store. You could do
With less but you all want more. My eyes are
Open and I can see. They can steal the land but
My spirit is free

Well it might fool you but it don't fool me
They can steal the land but my spirit is free
Well it might fool you but it don't fool me
They can take my cash but they can't take me

DEATH!... Are you ready to die?
To make the fat cats rich and support the
Lie. Governmental games of war. Ronald
McDonald's keeping score. All'o that shit
Don't mean a fuckin'thing 'Cause I'm still
Standing. I still sing. Democracy, plutocracy
Well it might fool you but it don't fool me

'Cause I'm a native crazy man, I hold my
Freedom in my hand. I'm a dreamer, I'm a
Shaman, I'm connected to the land
They can't tell me what to do
They can't tell me what to say
They can't tell me what to smoke
They can't tell me what to play

I don't need no one's permission to live my
Life 'cause that's been given. Now I'm the
Pope of paganism puttin' the fun back intro
Fundamentalism. So if you need someone's
Permission to live your life just like you wanna.
You have it…here…I give it to you. Along
With this phat bag of marihuana

Wouldn't it be great if there was a war and
Nobody came?
'cause we're too busy making love to play
Their insane game
They just wanna work you to death and say
'Arbeit macht frei'
Well, fuck them and fuck their rules and
We'll just dance until we die!

Storm winds blow on the golden barley
Birds lie dead on the fields of Athenry
I'll stand strong' while you stand beside me
Take my hand and we'll dance until we die

So I'm just gonna dance!
Dance until we Die!
Dance!
Come on, dance!
Dance until we Die!

(Repeat until dead)

Omnia - Dance until we die


Sadly I don't have better quality... (but I have the mp3)

Efteling~

Ahh~ New entry xD
Some weeks ago (yes I'm slow) I went to an amusement park! (Efteling, a fairytale themepark)
It was such a long time ago I went there so I was overjoyed to go there again xD

I went for the first time in rollercoasters (not the real scary stuff, just very fast) and I'm proud at myself for having the guts to do that xD But I'm not sure I'm going to do this quite often, as I was shaking on my legs the whole day xD
But here are some photos!
Sadly not the best ones... -_-; (click to see them bigger)

Dragon!

This fairytale (Cinderella) was so amazingly done. It was so romantic and sweet!

And Mimi this one is for you! 8D

Okay that was it for now :3 I'm still really busy (and boring)

Apart

So - you - said - that
I - shall - try - to go on



Found this song again... ;w;

And I need love
Like I never needed love before ...

Time waits for no one

I guess most people already noticed that this is my new addiction :'D
I just love this band, HURTS, so much. Their music sounds refreshing with a 80's feeling and so 'romantic' <3
Also I think the singer, Theo, looks sexy! XD

Boring

Yes, I'm quite boring these days.
I work 5 days a week and the other days I'm sleeping or doing things for my new room... wel just say my new life xD
So I don't have alot of positive things to say because I get cranky of tiredness and this hot weather -3-
But things are going better~ (and of course I have lots of things to look forward to!)